Wednesday, October 20, 2010

I KNOW ITS HURT..

But i aint gonna cry
no more tears sab:)
Im just a normal human being.I'm fragile.
I could cry too.
There comes a time in life when you have to let go of all the pointless drama and the people who create it and surround youself with people who make you laugh so hard that you forget the bad and focus solely on the good.After all life is too short to be anything but happy :)
You have got to be kidding me!like seriously.i heard a gossip abt this person do something to another person.so yeah its really suprised me.all I can say to you fr what you did is ITS RUDE!TOTALLY!you should not do that to somebody who is innocent and know nothing abt yr personal life.alamak,profesional lah sikit.aduii.grr!






Happy birthday Maira!!!OMGEE already 17 maa?LOL.so yeah,finally we owned our baby kan.RANDY AND SNOOPY!haha.:D yeah babe,u know right that you can always count on me.And remember that i'll always have yr back.Hope you lurve the gift frm me and hajar :) and Happy Birthday! :)




Location Teluk Cempedak Kuantan.
Seriously that place ramai mcm dekat BB.
And also the best place to lepak dekat Kuantan.Had fun with all the cuzzy :)
Aww will miss you guys alott!


Rasfeen Engagement :)
Congrats feen.
alhamdullilah everything is going just fine.
Happy fr you and Kak Nabila.May God Bless the both of you.Aminn :)

Saturday, October 16, 2010

currently in Kuantan right now.had so much fun yesterday at Gambang Water park.But too bad,no pictures captured there.cz everyone excited to mandi.so no one nak snap picture.sob sob :'( so yeah feen's engagement is tonight!woot.cant wait to see kak nabila pakai makeup cz tak pernah nmpak.excited tetiba.haha.and yeah i woke up at 12 today.bgun2 je tgk mama semua already out to uncle daddy's house.so yeah,i'm all alone at the hotel.felt so lazy to mandi.then suddenly my phne rang.haha.kena marah dgn mama.then cepat2 mandi then out to my uncle house.so yeah everyone dah sampai.and i'm the last one.as usual lah kan.haha.i cant wait fr the engagement ceremony tonight.LOL.over much.i charged Randy last night.so yeah its mean there's plenty of picture will be taken tonight.hee:)

Friday, October 15, 2010

i still miss you. I’ve tried hating you, distancing myself from you, being nothing with you. It didn’t do anything but make things worse. Not being able to be around you or talk to you just made me miss you more. I wish I never did say I hate you.everyone’s right about how strong that word is. You bruised me and it’s unfair that I’m the only one still hurting while you’re not. I wish we were both okay. I’m glad that you’re happy, but I’m angry that you’re still haunting my thoughts. It’s been over a year and it’s still hard. We hadn’t even been together for that long and you still have that impact on me. I should've followed my instincts. Maybe we could've been friends. I’m sorry that all I did was spread my hatred of you but I don’t hate you and it didn’t help me get over you by saying how much I hated you. It’s okay that you moved on. it’s just me. I don’t want to like you, I don’t want to miss you. I want to be friends but the most we’ll ever be is nothing. I’m scared to ever tell you this because I’m scared you won’t even talk to me. I’m scared you. I’m scared that you will deleted my number. Although you told me you missed me once. Maybe it’s just best for me to keep things the way they are now and be a complete stranger. I regret telling you that there was nothing wrong with me although there was a lot on my mind, I regret not speaking up when you made me angry cause all I wanted was to be a special person in yr life, And I wanted to be there to help you make things better.i miss us.the old us.I wish something so good never ended this way and it hurts that things won’t ever be okay between us.


Thursday, October 7, 2010







Had so much fun at hajar's house.Its the end of raya.so yeah,its mean spm is just what buzzing me after this.and hajar the mee rebus was superbb.haha :D had fun at yr cribs.looking frward to go there soon :) study maybe?LOL.

Wednesday, October 6, 2010


In life we do things.Some we wish we had never done.some we wish we could replay a million times in our heads.But they all make us who we really are.And in the end they shape every detail about us.If we were to reverse any of them,we wouldnt be the person we are.So just live.Make mistakes.Have a wonderful memories.But never ever had a second guess of who you are.where you've been.and most importantly where is exctly you're going :)

When you let go of someone, is it a favour to that person? Are we truly doing that person a favour for not holding on/back to him or her finding a person meant for them? I have always seen it that way. I tell the bf, if you ever find yourself falling in love with another, please tell me because I will let you go. I will let you go not because I have no fight in me, but because if you no longer love me, why would I want you anymore? And if you find that someone else is better for you, why would I stand in your way? And stop myself from finding a person who will love me for who I am?




went to fie house.
yeah having a great time hanging out tgetha.
agak lama tak spend time with my one and only fie hanif
.haha.so yeah,had fun gossiping and cam whoringg :)
ly sistah!








My Open House
awww :') thanks fr coming guys !
Hope all of you love the cooking.sorry,sgt busy that day.haha :D
anyway,thanks alot fr coming yeah!love you guys alots!selamat hari raya :)