we cooked this.me,melati,yai,ariff and tomtom cooked this.we cooked asam pedas ikan pari ,buttermilk chicken and mushroom vegetables.sumpah sedap gila.and love the asam pedas superr much.nanti next one kita masam blackpepper crab eh?LOLz! :D
last saturday went out with iman nabila and also her friend amierul.so they fetch me up at home around 2 then we went up to pavillion to catch carl's jr for lunch.iman punya pasal,sampai ke pavillion perginya.LOL!i was planning to eat subway at the first place.then suddenly amierul treat me carls jr for lunch.thanks alot dude.so after a late lunch with them we went to damansara,met irsyad,fariz and the gang.they planned to watched an autoshow at shah alam stadium.iman asked me to tag along.but i've planned that night.so i didnt joined them.but anyway , thanks for keeping me company iman baby.and mierul,nice knowing you dude :)
alhamdullilah,Ya ALLAH.terima kasih kerana memberi aku keputusan yang agak baik untuk permulaan hidup baru aku ini.a big alhamdullilah i really satisfied with my first result in UNISEL.the sad part is because i dont achieve the target that i aim for.but whatever it is syukur alhamdullilah.it was a good start for everything.i'll try my best for the next sem.insyaallah.i'm gonna rock you soon sem 2!syukur :')
to my dear boyfriend azizul sharwani.i dont know how to say this.i am so so proud of you.you manage to achieve your aim.his pointer was so good.he managed to gt 3.52 for this first sem.and i cant even describe how proud i am.congratulations syg!
and to my other friends,reen,emir and others.you guys,we've done our very best guys!and it was a good start for us.congrats uolss!! :)
Izhan Fahmi and Zahid Zainul Rashid,u guys will be going to poly this 19th dec.anyway best of lucks guys.study hard!!! :)
'll be goin' back to shah alam tomorrow.cuti sudah habis bro.arghh , hate it much.i'm not ready for sem2,not ready to go back,not ready for class.i'm not ready for everything!arghh!i'm not felling like goin' back.2 weeks and 1/2 holidays make me gonna miss home like so much.although i can go back whenever i want but still,things will not be the same.i just need more time in johore bahru.that's all.shah alam doesnt mean anything to me.i just set my mind into this "takpe,pergi sana belajar,then can make mama and arwah babah proud of me.and boleh balas jasa mama :)".i''m not lying.its truth.i set my mind into that,cz that is the only reason why i'm studying.kalau ikutkan hati nak duduk rumah bwh ketiak mama.makan,tidur,online.repeat the same routine everyday.LOL!.so yeah i've set some things for this coming sem 2:
1)move in to a new house.will be staying with intan farhana which is emir luqman sis.so yeah.hopefully , there will not be any problems.and hopefully everything will be just fine.
2)new sem , new me , new aim.so yeah 3 things that i need to work it out!
3)Need to start with my diet.so gonna make it work this time.
4)i want to finished up my license.LOL !(Kalau rajin,transfer and habiskan kat shah alam)
5)Change every negativity in me.and start with the new positive one.
Insyaallah :) Will be goin' back tomorrow.bye bye johore bahru.:'(
Hey sayangg..i know that things are so hard for us lately.sepatah kata org , "semua ni dugaan".so yeah , after we had our conversations that night.i felt so relieve after both of us let it all out.and yeah syg , i know both had our own mistakes.so here,i wanna asked for an apology if i ever hurt you , or make things more worse.i'm sorry for everything.i hope we both will try to fixed things to become like what it was before.thanks for the lovely outing just now.it tells me that i got my ateng back.i know that you've been with lotsa difficulties lately.i'm sorry if i'm fail to give you enough support of not being there for you.i'll promise that it wont happen again.and syg , i forgive u.so dont ever worry about it okay.it wasn't your fault though.none of us are perfect right?you'll be sending me back tomorrow with mama and adik.thanks syg.nanti dah hantar i balik,otw dlm kereta dgn mama tu , jgn mengumpat pula.and singgah2 melaka ke.tahu lah u cuti lama dari i.LOL !but just for you to know,3 words for you .. ily :*
p/s:this picture make me go like "hahahahahhahah !" it was my first time riding a motorbike.PECAH REKOD!haha !
okay seems subway is now opening in sutera mall.so yesterday of all a sudden,i'm felling like eating it.so asked mama to go to sutera mall.so yeah tokmak and adik tag along too.seems adik felt like eating it too.reached there around 9.30 pm.then subway is closed.so yeah , on the way to the parking place we saw this one stall selling durians.so then you get it?nak makan subway and we end up makan durian.LOL ! But i'm not into it that much.so i just eat it around 1 and 2.but anyway , the surroundings is so so romantic.kan mama kan tokmak?haha !
okay there’s a lot of things in my mind lately,I just try harder and way more harder to just be myself once again.i’ve been stress out with lotsa things lately,it makes my emotions unstable.as what the doctor said.seriously.i need to get myself out from all of this,you guys just don’t know what’s actually going on.so pls stop judging.bcz u’r not helping.let me repeat not helping.
I found Ze pictures of my parents time muda2 dulu AND terus put it into my purse :)
mama,I love you so much.thanks for taking a good care of me and adik.sampai dah besar mcm nie da.sampai dah masuk U da anak mama nie.hope I can make you proud one day ma.u’re the best.thankyou.love you!Skrg mama dah vogue dah.tgk gambar kat tepi tu,haha ;D
And to my arwah babah,I miss you and I love you till forever bah.may you rest in peace babah.lala sentiasa doakan babah.Al-Fatihah.:’(
There’s a million things in my mind right now.but I push it all away,and put urs as my first.i don’t show.and I’ll never show.frankly speaking.i really miss you azizul sharwani.i hope you’re strong enough to face with all of this syg.i know that you know what u’re doing.i always have your back.keep that in mind.love u.
Finally i gotta meet funna farhanah.she’s coming back this week.so like finally,I hope that I give you enough hint of what I’m currently dealing right now.thanks cz always have my back no matter what condition I am now.i really appreciate it babe.and thanks , bcz you never stress me out.i gotta admit , that u’re the only person who really understand on how to deal with me.bcz you know what kind of person I am.thanks so much for understand and not pushing me around.
and to my friends out there especially emir luqman,zahid zainul Rashid and iman Nabila.thanks a lot for the advise and support guys.i appreciate it much.thank you.love you guys a lot!
Johor premium outlet.Okay currently there’s something new in johore.they just opened this.i’ve been there,this few days ago with mama.they just opened it.there’s over 80 oulet over there.its cool man.the venue was really nice.but my first impression when I just entered the parking place is “ma,why it looks like r&r?haha!”.but don’t judge a book by its cover,dekat dlm lawa.sumpah cool.but agak rimas nak beli brg.cz there’s too many people.well,its opening for sure la,org punya ramai sampai adik cakap,starbucks looks like mamak Osman already.LOL!but really,you guys should go!
Fifi hanif.i really miss you ze most.i know that we missed too many things together.how i wish i could be there for you.keep in mind,that u're not alone.you have me.miss you alot babe!see you soon.xoxo:*
Congrats my dear uncle and hello new aunty Nabila J hee.congratulations and of course selamat pengantin baru.a few days in kuantan brings lot of things together.we’ve been busy packing up the bunga telur.kembal and stuff.and alhamdullilah.at the end,it was a very beautiful wedding I must say.congratulations once again!i love you both uncle aunty.selamat pengantin baru.
p/s:sorry , there’s too many pictures.idk which one to upload.so I just uploaded this few.from the bride house,to the groom and also the picture of our dear newlyweds.
Finally i got my breaking dawn tickets for today show at 3.40 pm!!!wee.we cant make reservations thru online,City Square doesn't pick up any of my calls.seems i'm so desperate to watch it.call syg to come to my house.we borrowed mama cars.seems mama trust syg to drove her car.bring adik along,cz he wanted to buy the tickets too.so went off to city square,and finally!i got the tickets!so wait for me Breaking Dawn!Edward Teams is coming!!wooo! :D
okay today i went out with zahid and syg.zahid asked us to accompany him to bought some stuff.so we went to jalan dobi.went to the girls next door seems physchedelic and labelz is closed.just looking.but we couldnt find the right one.so we off to city square.zahid bought his stuff and we go and have milk ice with choc.omg it has been quite a while since i last have it.it has been my fav since form 4.so yeah , after then we off to plaza pelangi.just hanging around at the cold storage.haha.then we're starving,we cross the road to zona ayam penyet.its the best ayam penyet ever.zahid smpai berapa kali ckp best smpai berpeluh2,haha.pedas eh?haha.so yeah , thats goes my routine for today :)
happy 5 months anny syg.forever love you.i know this few months back , we've been facing with lotsa difficuties.and there's so much hardest things we have to face.but we both still strong to face with all of it.i'm so lucky of having you.keep yourself with me always.love you lots :)
LOOK at them.and especially the guy in the green shirt.so semangat.haha.caya lah botak.org lain tgk bola juga.hahah :D but anyway , this is when malaysia scores the first goal.tak sempat nak record the 2nd goal.cz we're too busy shouting cz malaysia WON!lol :d finally Malaysia Won!!!!!!!wooooooo !!!! seriously i'm so proud to be Malaysian.Boo you Indonesia.as what i said at my Facebook status."Tuhan marah main jampi2.bodoh punya endon".LOL ! on the finals day , me go watch it live at mamak Osman.haha.with all my buddies and bf.but the most semangat one is Izhan Fahmi.org lain semangat juga,tapi dia mmg semangat habis lah.haha ! once malaysia goal for the 2nd time , habis air ribena terpercik2.dah mandi habis lah.LOL ! But seriously i'm so proud of you malaysia squad!and guys , having fun watching the match with you guys :)
okay finally , i gotta meet my babygirl iman nabila.and also my superb boyy izhan fahmi.and ofcourse my azizul sharwani.LOL :D so yeah , we went out.fetch botak at his house then went and fetch iman.so first we went to tepian tebrau.me mengidam nak makan nasi ayam goreng.LOL.so we went to TT.mak aii,it takes so long for the food.like seriously.we had our dinner and not to be forgotten and for sure G to O to S to S to I to P.lol!so much things ti be updated.so after dinner,we went off to Salsabila.lepaking and also shisha-ing.really had fun with them.its been quite a while tak lepak dgn iman.so like finally.seems i'm in jb.so it wouldnt be a problem for us to meet up.so babe , next week , lunch date with me! :)
during this 3 weeks off,i will miss this 3 persons.you know why??because whatever it is , we always stick together.i'll miss my reen,adha and emir.but emir tak sgt lah.cz i'll still meeting him in jb.hahaha :D but guys,do takecare of yourself.see you next sem!! :)
finally!finals is over.okay , i know its quite late i'm updating it.but who cares.LOL.actually i finished my finals on the 16th nov.so wuhuu.i'm currently in Johore Bahru right now!so yeah , i'm so gonna enjoy my 3 weeks hols.all the diplomarians of unisel only get 3 weeks of hols.yg lain tu , semua sebulan.not fair lah weyy.but my course is only 2 years and 1/2 cz they minus the amount of holidays.so,so far , i spent my time like very well in jb.family,friends and boyfriend BALANCE!LOL ! but anyway , i'm so nervous about my results.i hope it turns out pretty well.insyaallah.keep on praying for the best.aminn! :)
Yesterday went for a date with sygg.so yeah , we went to pelangi to catch ayam penyet zona for lunch.it was a late lunch actually.so yeah then went to city square.hanging around.ohh yeah , hello cotton on!welcome to johore bahru.atleast there's something better than nothing.so you guys , can just stop with all the agas and rempits things.try to be positive la.dulu cakap , " jb tak ada apa apa lah.cotton on , forever 21 semua takda."But now?atleast we've something new.its better than nothing.so hello there.and yeah we actually planning of catching some movies.but then suddenly adik called.ajak go karaoke.so then,seems we dont know what movies to watched so we decided to layan adik go karaoke.so then , went for karaoke.rodney's joining us too.budak sekolah cuti.haha :D then after having our throat out with all the songs.we went to salsabila.lepaking + shisha-ing.so that goes my routine for yesterday ! :)
last week,watching Real Steel with the gang.boypreenn not in jb.so me single mingle.and free.LOL !! :D so yeah we went to cs.watch the movies.then seems kad birthday is coming nearer that time.so we decided to celebrate it earlier.so anyway , the movie was superbb awesome! and kad , happy birthday! Hope you love the cake.:)
There isn't complicated thing in this world, only complicated-minded people make simple things complicated.
Okay now , i dont wanna talk much about it.its actually u'r the one who always makes simple things became big.okay now,am i the caused of all this shit?think wisely my dear , every single thing you do ,whatever shit you think its always him ,him and him.if you think that HE is too good for you.i think you no longer need me.because i am just a friend who never be there for you right?and i always asked you to follow me or whatever.sorry if i'm the one who creates problems.so now dont blame me , if one day you realize, that you lose me.seems you said that you dont wanna think about me anymore or whatever,so that's it.do you think that i give a damn on it?because now , i know who you're.i'm sorry to say this , but i already know everything.so pls , dont make me looks stupid.and remember one thing ,i dont wanna fought about this.because both of us have grown up.so pls,dont be a childish.in this case we both have to be matured.i knew u've your bf who always there for you right.in that case , i dont think that you need a friend like me anymore because i'm just giving you problems right?.yes as what you said on your status "who am i for you to follow me,i dont felt of thinking about you anymore",so yeah , now i understand.i'm sorry for all my wrongdoings.thanks for everything and remember that i always pray the best for you.if one day you need me , you knw where to find me.and i'm always there.thanks fr everything.takecare :) and remember everything i knew, i'll keep it safely.dont worry about it and remember that i'll always cherish everything that we had before.
p/s:if you're reading this.baca betul2,fahamkan.dont simply make your own assumptions.i'm not here to cause any problems with you.tq.
yesterday , my time-table was really packed.! i got class from 8 am till 5pm.non-stop.but thank god , sir Ismail Hashim let us out earlier which is at 3 pm.so i went to the library to borrow some books fr revision.then the librarian said that i cant borrowed any books because i dont return this one book that i borrowed on august.so if i'm late of returned it back i've to pay 50 cent every one day.so can u guys imagine?from august and now its already october?so total amount i've to pay is rm28.so yeah , yesterday i asked syg to rent a car,pick me up.Reen an Emir joined us.went to mais to returned my keys to the warden,go and take that stupid book and fetch Adha,his joining us too!yeay!ghee.went to seksyen 17 to bought my tickets.then we went to padang jawa to eat bakso and also ayam penyet.and on the way back , i drove the car back to mais.woah , sab is driving u olls!LOL!so yeah guys , its a great dinner i must say.thank you melayan aku.reen,emir,adha and syg,thanks so much :)
The truth is, we're all afraid of getting hurt. Some of us just deal with it differently than others.Some of us convince ourselves we don't care.Others isolate themselves.A couple of us push the other person away.And there are those who hurt others in an attempt to prevent it from happening to them.But you know what? You've got to take that chance. Because all of us WILL get hurt and all of us will have BEEN hurt at some point in our lives. So what's the point in trying to prevent what we know will happen? Let yourself live. Don't be afraid to be involved.